Friday, August 31, 2007

The Mind...

What a powerful thing.... It can make you strong. It can make you weak. It can make you happy. It can make you sad. It can make you excited. It can make you depressed.
What a powerful ally or foe....
For some the mind grows as an ally naturally.
For some the mind rules everything.
For some the mind becomes an ally after a struggle.
For some the mind wins the struggle.

The mind if not properly controlled (have absolutely no idea how this has to be done.... ;)) can destroy you. I am sure all of us have experianced or atleast know of what "depression" is and what it can do to a person. It can kill... For many death seems a pleasant welcome when compared to depression.

On the other hand, a mind that is trained to look at life in an optimistic way full of oppurtunities leads to a trully "Happy" & Successful life.

Mind... Oh how I strive to be in control of it. I am one for whom it is a struggle to control the mind.
And I intend to control it even if it takes me my whole damn life to do it.

Funny thing. Think about it my decision to fight so hard against my mind is in itself a decision that is taken by my mind....... ;) An irony of sorts.....

Anyway I guess this is it for the spillage of words from my "mind" for today...

Monday, August 27, 2007

A boy and a girl....

My first blog.... This is pretty nice... The last time I wrote something from my heart was on my college autograph book when the grief of seperation was unbearable....

And here I am now spilling words from my heart as it is again unbearable....

The most common feeling in the world, "Love". Yet the most complicated feeling. Such a rarified and intricate feeling. A feeling so caught up between Joy and Pain that after a point it looses its ability to differentiate the two.

So much pain and yet so much joy. A lot of my friends have been in love, are in love and will continue to be in love. But I had the chance to see first hand an example of the true sense of love between two of my very close and dear friends. I know them for a while now and I also know about their love for each other. But it is during the past few days that I have been able to see the actual love that each of them have for the other. I was able to see the actual selfless love that I have only seen in movies and heard in stories.

A boy and a girl who love each other a lot and fit so well together they must be made for each other. A boy and a girl who have never even thought of harming anyone. A boy and girl who are so strong on their principles and beliefs. A boy and a girl though young, so matured and responsible. A boy and a girl totally in love with each other.

A boy who has decided to sacrifice his life for the happiness of others.
A girl who, unable to accept the boy's decision which has caused her intolerable pain, still thinks of the pain that the boy is going through.
A boy who is going through hell to keep away from the girl and not talk to her.
A girl who feels joys beyond this world at the sound of his voice over the phone and prays for his welfare even if it is away from her.
A boy who not wanting to worry others that he keeps the pain bundled up within his heart.
A girl willing to go through hell and back for him.

Why are they not together???

It aches my heart when I think about this boy and this girl.

I pray to the Almighty for a miracle that would help these two get together and be happy.

Ok, for most of u guys who are reading this, I am pretty sure, u dont get the picture. :) These are just words that have overflowed out of my heart..... Just the tip of the iceberg.